i was on the IM with my Maitresse this morning, when we realized that she and i would both be out of touch for a few days. For a moment, i had a bit of a panic attack, when i realized i might not be able interact with Her or even hear Her voice for a few days. It is remarkable how, in just a short period, i have come to rely on Maitresse's voice, to sooth me. i find that i need to listen to Her regularly, or i get quite anxious. Only when i am listening to Her voice does the anxiety disappear. Her talent in this, is sublime. i have never experienced anything like Her voice. But, i digress. Maitresse instantly felt my anxiety and suggested i take some of Her recordings along with me. I will load them on my Blackberry and then listen to them whenever i get a chance. Maitresse always knows just what to do.
i will take Endear and Enchant along with me, as they always help me to focus on Maitresse's needs.
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